Sunday, January 13, 2013

wondering...

Ever wonder why you do the same thing over and over and you KNOW it's not gonna end well, but you still do it.
I always wonder what that is. Immediate gratification? Stubborn strong will? Refusal to admit you are wrong so you hang on even tighter.
I wish I knew exactly what it was that allowed myself and others to hang out to the very thing that is detrimental to their hearts and minds.  Everyone seems to do it in one way or another, hanging on.....


Hanging on so tight
in lifelong fight
not knowing when to let go
your heart beats so slow

giving in with the pain
giving up when there is no gain
wanting what isn't
satisfied with i can't

wondering why we do
what we never wanted
wanting to do
what we never did


1 comment:

the Jeffr said...

Did you write this?? It's good!!